Day 30: Where do you see your future going with him/her?
Day 30: Where do you see your future going with him/her?
Day 29: When will you see her/him next?
Day 28: If you could have him/her with you physically for the next 5 hours, what would you do?
Sex, cuddling, and ZOMBIES. Those are our three main activities right there. Leave all the fancy dates for days when there is more time.
Day 27: If you had the money/time/connections/whatever to get him/her any gift in the world, what would it be?
England is like the coolest place ever to her and it would be a dream come true to go there. She also would love to go to Hawaii with me eventually and see the place where I grew up, like I was able to go to her hometown and have her show me around. I will take her to London one day. And for her 18th birthday this year (and my 20th, which is three days later), I might be able to take her to Hawaii for two weeks. c:
Day 26: Sweetest thing he/she has done for you:
I’ve already told a couple of these stories… I still consider the sweetest to be when I went to bed early one night because I had had a rough day and was upset, and she surprised me the next day with a picture of the stuffed bear she stayed up all night making for me. It really cheered me up.
Day 25: One thing that he/she does that pisses you off (even if that smile will get you every time):
When she intentionally does little things to bug me just because she thinks my angry face is cute. :C
Day 24: Describe him/her physically and emotionally/personality-wise:
Day 23: Do you have a song? Which one is it? (if you don’t, then what is something that always reminds you of him/her):
Smother me by The Used. One of our favorite bands.
Day 22: Share something cute. (A story, something either of you have done, a song, memory, wish, dream)
Makayla’s laptop is, after many many months, finally fixed and back in her possession. Tonight we cammed for the first time in… months. I’m wearing no makeup, my face is grubby because it’s the end of the day, and my hair is up in the same bun it has been in for hours and looks messy as fuck. I’m wearing a long sleeved pajama shirt that is baggy and has a neckline up to my neck. I had to do Chemistry homework the whole time we were camming, but I was excited to finally be able to skype so I was just like w/e idc if I’m a mess let’s do this.
All she could say the whole time was how beautiful I am, over and over, how much she missed my face and how happy she is that I’m her girlfriend. Believe me when I say that when someone really loves you they will think you are the most beautiful creature in the world regardless of what you actually look like ok.
Day 21: Give us a little insight (as much as you’re comfortable) on your sex life (either with this person physically, or your general history, or over the phone, whatever you want):
I was raised to believe that sex, your virginity and what have you, is important, and that you should only do it with someone you love. I have stuck with this belief my whole life and here I am, 19 years old and still a virgin. I am the last virgin out of my group of friends, and you know what? It doesn’t matter and I don’t care. I remain unperturbed.
I never found any guy special enough, or that I connected with enough to give that up to, so I stood my ground and always refused. And then I met this amazing girl, who I was not physically attracted to at first, but we had an instantaneous connection. We have talked everyday going on two and a half years. She is my best friend, and the only girl I have ever loved or been sexually/romantically attracted to. She is my only exception, and she is perfect. Our bond is so strong, and the sex is so perfect, I have never felt more comfortable with somebody. I waited for real love, good and true, and it was worth the wait.
Day 20: Is there something you regret? (either about the relationship, or something you have done)
I’m the type of person that believes life should be lived without regrets. If I didn’t go through what I’ve gone through, if I hadn’t made the mistakes I have made, if I had never suffered the embarrassments I’ve been put through, I would not be the person I am today. And I love who I am today and how my life has turned out. So no, I don’t have any regrets about the relationship. If I were to regret something though it would be that I didn’t give us a chance sooner. There were many reasons behind that decision though. I made it official once, after a little under four years of knowing each other, we met in person; and it felt just right.
We went to Kmart in onesies to take her brothers toy shopping. And not a single fuck was given that day.
I miss my baby. :c
Day 18: Post a picture of the two of you together. (If you don’t have one, post a picture of something you can/could relate to):
This is my favorite picture of us. c:
Day 16: Favourite love (LDR or not) movie?
Day 17: Favourite love (LDR or not) quote?
Day 15: Favourite love (LDR or not) song?
Day 14: Describe a moment you had with him/her last time you were together. (If you haven’t met, describe how the perfect moment would be):
The last time I went out there, I wanted to go on dates but there isn’t much to do in her Colorado town/we stayed in bed cuddling all day and were never ready before things closed so we usually just went out to dinner. We went to Red Lobster on one of these dates and I had planned on paying for it because I know she doesn’t have any money right now. This is because she can’t get a job until she takes her state licensing exam, but I love to spoil her anyway so it doesn’t matter. However, instead she said that she had a little money and wanted to go Dutch with me, so I said okay. At the end of the meal she ended up taking the bill from me when it came around and paid for the entire thing, appetizers, entrees and all. I fought her on it but she wouldn’t take no for an answer and she treated me. She said she didn’t tell me at the beginning of the date that she was going to pay because she knew I would have gotten the cheapest thing on the menu and nothing else.. which is true.
It may seem like a really small thing, but I still consider it to be one of the cutest things she’s ever done for me and I really loved it. c: She wouldn’t let me pay for anything else when I went out there either and I’m going to do the same when she comes to stay with me in a couple weeks. I love her so much. c: